Life is truly unscripted and if not, the author would have surely chose a differnt end. My dear sweet Kevin, you are forever in my heart. "I must go down to the sea again, for the call of the running tide. Is a wild call and a clear call that may not be denied. And all I ask is a windy day with the white clouds flying. And the long spray and the blown spume, and the sea gulls crying." (Sea Fever - John Masefield)